Chpt5: Snuff - I never Said I was a Saint

This is dedicated to everyone who has been trashed and hurt from love, friendship, family and all the sort that is out there.

Inspired from Slipknot's Snuff [click to listen], but the drawing changed overtime to really have nothing much to do with the song or video except.. well maybe you can tell me that.

I was actually listening to that song nonstop while drawing this (it was just some stupid doodle in the beginning), but then suddenly while cleaning it up and such things the song
Mario Kart's Love Song, suddenly popped up in my head.
Ended up being all cheery with loveydovey feelings while finishing this. LOL. So unfitting.

OC Rythilia
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Snuff
Slipknot

Bury all your secrets in my skin
Come away with innocence
And leave me with my sins
The air around me still feels like a cage
And love is just a camouflage
For what resembles rage again

So if you love me, let me go
And run away before I know
My heart is just too dark to care
I can't destroy what isn't there
Deliver me into my fate
If I'm alone I cannot hate
I don't deserve to have you
My smile was taken long ago,
If I can change I hope I never know

I still press your letters to my lips
And cherish them in parts of me
That savor every kiss
I couldn't face a life without your light
But all of that was ripped apart
When you refused to fight

So save your breath, I will not hear
I think I made it very clear
You couldn't hate enough to love
Is that supposed to be enough?
I only wish you weren't my friend
Then I could hurt you in the end
I never claimed to be a saint
My own was banished long ago,
It took the death of hope to let you go

So break yourself against my stones
And spit your pity in my soul
You never needed any help
You sold me out to save yourself
And I won't listen to your shame
You ran away - you're all the same
Angels lie to keep control
My love was punished long ago
If you still care, don't ever let me know
If you still care, don't ever let me know